Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Dattebayo

I'm over all that, And right now, I have every intention to type those insensitivity words you've thrown so carelessly at me again. Plus, this is MY blog so I can type what the hell I want but after everything, I realised so what if I do put whatever You've said on my blog. Nothing between You and I would change or maybe it could take a sharper turn for the worst, and cause the guilt strings to be tugged more than ever. Besides, Whatever I type, might not be clear and assumptions and jumping to conclusions is inevitable and now, Wouldn't that be one hell of trouble.

Well, thats if You still care.

Gave school a miss, Headed to the doc then went over to trim my hair. I slept quite alot today and well, I'm pretty happy. I haven't been eating well, but i seem to have grown fatter and that makes me belly belly sad. But on the other hand, M, J and my maid said i've grown taller. :) Yes, You're still taller la Bird, Don't burst my bubble so fast.

I heard Trng was hell and honestly, I was not surprise, except maybe the fact that Coach V is still our coach cause someone told me that Coach V was no longer gonna coach us. But well, I heard from C, she's gonna choose her team on wed and I had a wonderful timing to fall sick. I heard she yelled her favourite words a million times and strew insults at my team mates consistanly and that makes me really irritated although I'm not team lover its just that I feel like she should shut the fuck up if She doesn't know anything about Us at all.

Esp abt how we want her so much to coach us. I'm actually smiling to myself now, (No, I'm not crazy.) to actually know how far into denial She is. And so You can actually imagine me, smiling to myself whenever she says that during the next trng. Oh, what a joy. :) Okay okay, I bet no one is on the same channel as me so forget it.

I'm gonna give school a miss tmrw so hooooray, more sleep and more doing nothing at home, and this time, my mum ain't gonna be at home, wth am I gonna do man. I kinda miss school without its endless boring lessons.

I miss Faith, Bird, Vickoo, Charis, Anna, Candice, Sok and even BungNa although I get bruises from her abusation due to her lack of anger management. Still, I've hardly missed a day of school so its okay la horrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. xD

okay, maybe i will go jogging tmrw if I'm not too sick already, I seriously need to shed my fats like Asap.

Have a V-O-N-D-E-R-FUL day at school tmrw ppl while I sleep and rot at home tmrw, Don't hate me. You will get your turn, Someday. :)

Yes, the keyword is Someday. xD

Goodnight all. :)
-
I'd be Your friend anytime,
But now.

I didn't know,
Now I do.
But, now that I do,
I don't want to.
Cause, Now, I don't know if it stands anymore.
(Yes, as usual, your tiny brain needs to read that twice. xD)

And guess what,
this is back to You,
You don't know either.

Now when I need You the most,
You runaway.

12:30 AM

Mine

Rant rant rah rah

Thanks

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

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